I am having a very bad day for varius reasons and I just feel like stuffing it all. \r\n\r\nI've had a bad weekend where I didn't want to go out or doing anything and I feeling the same today. At the same time I have no energy to do it.\r\n\r\nSome idiot left some hurtful comments which remanded me about my unhappy school days (it was refering to a medical conditon I used to suffer from). On top of that my mum was making some comments about my DIY skills when I suggested I built a new SOHO worktop for my bedroom.\r\n\r\nI shouldn't let little petty things like this get to me but everything seems such an effort these days. As most people will know its been the worst year of my life.\r\n\r\nLoosing two relatives, being turned down for 50+ jobs, being told their is after all no funding for new businesses from the business chamber and this awful weather. I just don't see how things can ever improve at the moment :( \r\n\r\nSorry for the big moan I thought everything was going well and today it feels like a wall has been built at both ends of the tunnel.\r\n\r\nI am starting a new part time course tomorrow though so I need to try and make a smile for that.